Well, I finally got what I've been waiting for since the end of January: a reply from Amy. And no, the results were not what I was hoping for. She's apparently in a relationship (long-distance) right now, so that's the end of that.
While I thought I would be fairly upset about this scenario, I'm actually feeling pretty good. I finally said what I have wanted to say to her for a reallllly long time, and although I got rejected, rejection doesn't really bother me anymore (thanks to someone we all know - see every pre-Amy personal post on this blog). Of course, the initial impact of the reply was disappointing, but I'm actually smiling about it now.
I think the period of time between sending the email and getting the reply really helped me get over Kathryn, and by what I accomplished on Wednesday night, I think I'm in a pretty good frame of mind. She really wants to keep in contact with me and keep the friendship and I feel the same way.
So what am I going to do now? Well, I'm going to start putting all of my non-scholastic effort into dating. As much as that really pisses me off, it's really the only way to find a girlfriend. At least I'll have money in the summer to be able to afford going on dates.
I can officially say that I regret nothing and I'm quite happy.
Friday, March 24, 2006
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Well done J-Dawg. Good to hear it didn't crush you and that you are happy again. Now to find you somebody hot and horny. Summer time will be good times for that I suspect. Also good to hear that you are over Kathryn AND that Amy would like to keep in contact. This indicates some possible friend with benefits? Who knows, but it'd be worth the try.
Good to hear nonetheless, and after Wednesday's showing, we all know that you just need to start letting your penis talk and see where it takes you...
Talk to you later tonight probably
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